Saydios

“Do you like it?”                       “You don’t well to bad for you”                            “No it’s to late now”                                “Not a chance, we can’t go back”                                   “What’s done is done and time cannot be turned back”                               “Dead now and dead for good”                          “Don’t worry no one will find out”                                      “O stop crying it’s not so bad”                   “Don’t worr

Just one of those nights I guess. Take enough drag on my cigarette, breath out the smoke, satisfaction, just one of those nights I guess. Were to begin, were to start telling this story, looking back on it I guess the best place to start is when he walks into the bar. Sat alone at the bar, sipping at my beer, she dances for us, us the retched and old men, we watch her move, every curve, every glance, almost hypnotic. I sip my beer and watch as she moves around and around her almost naked body moving, bending, every man here lusts for her, ever man here wants to be right on stage next to her, but she is untouchable, she is the forbidden fr

White widow and black gowns Torn from you as torn from him Your perfect wedding ruined by fate Corner of 5th he was hit Taken from this world sent to the other Well strictly business The ring left on the road Top hat blown into the wind A cold face lies atop the table A soft kiss he left you The bed still warm White widow and black gowns Nothing is curtain So many plans made So much was spent The perfect wedding for the perfect couple Struck down by a mad man One to many drinks Little to fast If you had been there Could you have saved him? White widow and black gowns The bells ring But not for you You stand at the

Bones and bodies, corpses and candles Screams of the dieing and shallow grave for the dead Blood drips from every wall But in death comes new life Once we past we begin again Welcome to the underworld Free drinks if you bring a friend As I pass from life to death I see that bright light And as I get close I can read the sign Club Corpse, Entry pending state Walk though the old saloon doors and what do I see The bones of the past coming to life Singing and dancing, drinking all so merry I’m somewhat confused on how to react For before death was life just an act? The fun seems to be down below This is were the bodies f

I look around and what do I see Sexism, racism, ageism Everyone judging each over on there own differences Hate builds And lives are destroyed Because of what Because I am something you are not Or because we are scared of something we are not Maybe But in the end In the end we are all the same Only human I bleed the same colour blood as you I was born from a woman in to this earth And I will die on this earth to We all feel pain We all feel love We all feel hate We all feel peace Everyone makes mistakes And everyone is right sometimes We are only human Nothing more nothing less We are all here on this lump of rock

Twisted souls and burnt out homes Death is your only friend Bodies lying left and right Craters and burned out cars Blood splattered up a wall Small children crying Soldiers march There flag raised high The pain of other And they smile Their job is done There enemy dead But all that’s left Is death behind them Nothing more than murder Nothing more than orders The sound of guns Bombs dropping All hell on earth And why Why I ask Because we have something you do not Because you have something we want We are nothing but cogs in the machine We vote for those whom slay the innocent This is wrong We sit at home and

Only once maybe twice have I felt like this. Only once has it been true. Only once maybe twice has it been true. Only once has it been with you. Only once maybe twice have I been so close. Only once was it you lying next to me. Only once maybe twice have I fall so deep. Only once was it for you. Only once maybe twice have I cared. Only once I cared for you. Only once maybe twice it has made sense. Only once did you show me. Only once maybe twice was I hurt. Only once was it by another. Only once maybe twice I was cut down. Only once was it by my past. Only once maybe twice have I said those words. Only once I meant them. Only once ma

Two more pills Try to sleep My mind on fire I think too much The unknown Burning It’s too much Two more pills Try to sleep Nothing works Just pain Not quiet here The pain almost too much I’m scared Scared of the truth I don’t sleep To close to death The unknown Two more pills Try to sleep So much pain Lie down No truth in this Accuse whom Why? Try again Two more pills Try to sleep Night after night the same thing 3:30am I’m still here My eyes are blackened My mind Not thinking straight I’m so tried Tried of this Two more pills Try to sleep Nothing works It’s all the

All the times if been down you’ve been there to pull me back up All the time I have fall into darkness you’ve been there to turn on the light All the times I say I’m alone you there to prove me wrong I write this to thank you I write this in your honour I thank you I owe you Without you my happiness would have gone Without you I would have slipped away In my times of pain your there In my time of happiness your there You’re always here Never letting go I thank you I owe you Times when I feel so empty Times when I’m hurt Times when I think there’s no hope Your there Your there to help

Put on a smile Play the fool Jump around, dance and sing Who’s going to know? Know deep down Know my pain I cover it up I wear my smile I act the fool But under this lie This twist happiness That I just want to die Inside my mind Darkness Depression Death I lock away my pain I don’t want you to know People smile I smile back I hope they feel good No one should feel this way It’s just not fair The way I was treated Family Friends You all hurt me You lied to me There was a moment One moment when I though I was happy But no Not true Just another lie Just a lie I lock it away I lock my life